| ok, i know it reeeally late to be doing this, but... i have my new years resolution!!  hahaha!
here they are:
1. graduate. i have 22 credits to take this semester and all i need to do is pass all 7 classes. i can do it. just 3 more months and i'm done. forever and ever and ever amen..... or, until i decide to go back to get my masters. hahhaah. gosh. why does school have to be so damn expensive?! for nothing!! you can learn all the things you learn in school through experience and actually working! i swear, school is b.s. it's just another way for people to make money. i feel that i learned a lot more working for my company for 2 years than being at school for 4. that's sad and i could go on forever and ever about how wack school is, but i'll save you guys the trouble of reading my rants about that.. moving on..
2. be a better person. 2009 was a big eye opener for me. during this past year, i learned a whole lot about myself and i realized that i wasn't the most awesome person alive. lol. not that i need to be, but i'd like to feel that i'm living a good life and influencing the others around me to be doing the same. what i mean by being a better person is.. doing everything with love. stop dreaming about what i don't have and enjoying what i already do have. showing more love to the people that matter. being a better friend, sister, daughter, girlfriend, student, employee.. taking care of myself (working out, getting enough rest, eating right).
3. go back to church. i have seperated myself from God for a long time. it may be because i've been really bitter this past year about all the bad things that were happening, but i owe him a lot. i was taught that everything happens for a reason and even when times are rough, things always get better in the end.
4. there is no 4, but i like having an even number of things so.................. yeah. HAHA!!
i can do it! wish me luck! i probably won't be writing another entry for a while so, until then... lets hope all works out well. :) God bless!!
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